As a Black woman in the psychedelic community, my journey has been a constant questioning of my place and purpose. I’ve often asked myself, “Why am I here? And What purpose am I serving?” and have struggled with a sense of uncertainty about where I fit in. However, a recent ketamine experience brought about a profound realization that shifted my perspective.

I came to understand that my purpose is to offer hope, particularly to other Black and Brown individuals in and out of this community. This revelation was both enlightening and empowering, showing me that my presence here is about something much bigger than myself. It’s about being a source of inspiration and support for those who have been struggling or feeling lost, especially those who look like me.

Despite this newfound clarity, navigating predominantly white spaces remains a challenge. I recognize the unique opportunity I have to make a difference and support others on their journeys. I believe in the power of representation, knowing that seeing someone who shares your experiences can be incredibly empowering and motivating.

To provide hope to others, I must first embrace my own light. For too long, I’ve waited for validation from others to feel like I belong or have somehow earned my place here. But I’ve realized that true validation comes from within. I’m still figuring out what this means overall, but I’m grateful for the awareness that embracing my own light is essential.

In conclusion, my journey as a Black woman in the psychedelic community has been one of self-discovery and hardship. Yet, I continue to show up for myself, even when the path ahead is unclear. This journey feels like liberation, and I’m committed to leaning into it fully.

With gratitude,

Can